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Friday, November 30, 2007
Planetary Movement
2.33pm Woke up with a shock at 1.32pm. Didn't know it was so late already. No one at home, as usual. Did a Celtic Cross Spread, then a horse-shoe spread, and as a desperate move, I simply chose 1 card out of the whole deck to summarize the whole reading session.    Important cards from the celtic spread (left to right: 8 of Swords, The Hierophant, Temperance)   Guidance from the horseshoe: The Magician Desperate move: King of Swords This is crazy. Can't believe that card is back to haunt me again. It really made me wonder how useful can a desperate move be. Still want me to take the actions he may take! (king of swords)Sigh. How am I supposed to take action (magician)? And the solution I must find is so difficult! Must be balanced (temperance), must follow the rules, must keep a group's benefit in mind (hierophant). I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW! Uh well, I just don't want to face it. And I will stay 8 of swords forever. **I linked the meanings to the cards' images already. If you want to learn a little about tarot reading, or want to see what my readings are about (aargh damn stupig), go ahead.
 老婆 总是在不安的时候收到你们简讯中的关怀。 每次听到这首歌就会想起当年因为老师的一句话而在厕所狂哭得时候有你们在身边一直递纸巾给我，还一直鼓励我尽情地浪费泪水发泄一下的那一个情景。尤其是大老婆薇瑜，今天连传了三个简讯鼓励我加油，害得原本一副黑脸的我在地铁上对着手机直笑，好像有点吓到旁边的男生。还有还在考试的小老婆舒婷……不断的为我打气。 还有我的一堆后宫爱妃们(7 Sis)，还有还没让我娶过门的二奶们（my proudest JC Clique & my ex-collegue Jean)，死都不愿意当我老婆的思敏和爱玲（只想当我喝酒的兄弟们），还有被我嚷老公的思绮…… 很感激很感激很感激。你们让我好感动好感动好感动。妳们的关爱已经把我condition到一听这首歌就想流泪啦！！！一起经过的回忆是超催泪的咯！！啊！！~ 就让她们代我告诉妳们我的心里话咯！ 她们的话 = 我的话
爱妳们哦~ ^__^ SHE - 老婆 從昨天 到今天 還有明天 感謝老天讓你們陪在我身邊 愛的心 痛的心 感動的心 因爲你們的擁抱我很放心 當初見面的不安 彼此的探索 也許有些茫然迷惑 朝夕相處才發現 這世界中沒有人比你跟懂我 朋友姐妹已不夠來形容我們的默契 驕傲扶持與包容 老婆老婆 我們一起打勾勾 請記得約定的旅程到永遠
Thursday, November 29, 2007
冷冷冰冰，冷冷清清。 昨天一整天都是这种感觉。 早上起床发现屋子里只有自己，想上网找一些熟悉的面孔却没有找到。把自己的日历表放上部落格供朋友方便参考，因为上班的时候我是几乎联络不到的，希望下班后的留言板可以看到朋友表示要一起出门逛逛，那我就不至于被锁在这个只有工作的环境里，与世隔绝。心情不好，把早餐和午餐省略掉了。 到了工作场所。冷。空调把温度降得很低，不断往我头顶上猛吹。老板看我冷到这样，竟然把外套借给我穿……感激不尽，可是还是一直发抖。最后跑到一个闷得要死的房间去写稿。虽然大半天都有老板陪着，但是之间的距离感有时会把气氛弄得尴尬。 到了晚上。北极似的办公室只有我一个人。地方很大，人很小。很没有温暖。上线了一会儿，CMH就叫我干脆把办公室给烧掉：不只会比较温暖，也可以保证明天不用上班。笑了一会儿，却被线上的另外一个朋友的不耐烦冒犯了一下下，但始终是小事一桩，也不怎么去理会。 10.30pm到家，真的是累到~每个人都ZZZ了，没有人可以和我说话。冲了凉后又上线。结果差点被无辜的几句话逼死。下班后已经完全LOW BATT了，再加上一些话语的刺激就快FLAT掉了。我最最最不喜欢被冤枉的。因为小时候总是被妹妹冤枉：“MUMMY！姐姐打我！”所以长大了还是很忌讳。身边的朋友应该非常了解当我被无辜冤枉的时候，另一方会遭受怎样的对待吧？我不会留下一丝人情。而且不是从陌生人口中说出的，所以更是aargh。 昨晚老公SQ陪了我一晚，谈的话简直是无聊到~~可是至少让我很开心。感激！ 今天又是一个人的日子。还有40个一个人的日子要熬。只希望可以得到多一点的体谅，多一点的了解。虽然只是很无辜的说了一些话语，可能一点恶意都没有，可是看在眼里，有点伤人。 最后要说的是：若有何处冒犯了……对不起。 唉。去开工。 Wednesday, November 28, 2007
New Addition for the Month! Check out the profile page on the blog! I added a calendar so that my friends will know which day I am free ^_^ Some days are tentatively booked already though. I'll only be available after 6.30pm on Saturdays and Sundays. Will be updating it! Woo!~
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
非常不屑 终于？这样算终于考完了吧？我说的是这个学期的考试……应该考完了吧？ 才不呢！ 明天就要穿Formal wear去做工咯！刚才跟吸血鬼在电话中谈了一下，他说要穿得得体一点因为那边的人都很“……”。什么嘛！现在超不爽就对了，因为没有几件formal wear可以穿。中文系穿什么formal wear anyway？连老师都穿得很“潇洒”咧！一件tucked out的衬衫，背一个bag，下巴刚长出的新鲜胡子，喝着一包Ribena，教着文学赏析，满口引着这意大利作家的名句，上完课后享受抽抽烟的乐趣。离开教室，还有报章体育专栏足球版的记者工作要干。满脸Cool cool的年轻样子，学生不叫他老师，都嚷他‘老大’！看！跟一个个搞生意的小气鬼们比起来，一个老师都比他们潇洒得多了！最讨厌衣服下的伪装~Business？不屑。你们存在的原因就只是带动经济，让我们存在而已。以后有了能力，就算没有钱我也不要插脚进入这种虚伪的行业。Formal wear在我眼里只是基本礼貌，business school里的fashion show只是消遣，他们每天对着同伴们的背后翻白眼与嘲笑，我们仍在自己再也自然不过的环境中学习成长。 对了，我用了 “them” and “us”。老实说，我是有些鄙视他们。不管人有多好，进了这个大染缸也会被影响。只希望身边正在修这一科的好朋友们在3年后不要变成吸血鬼那样恐怖。而且是会瞧不起人，频频翻白眼的那种混蛋。可能他们认为他们是the best business school in Singapore 吧？所以才会这么…… 不屑。不屑。超级不屑。这个月要熬过的考试还多着呢！拼了！ Sunday, November 25, 2007
是不是
你说是不是？:wink:
"YUM-MEII~" ::lick lick:: Don't know what to get your boyfriend for Xmas this year? Here's some advice: send him 5 GOLDEN RINGS. Make sure they are PURE GOLD. Forget about the turtledoves and partridge in a pear tree (he won't know what are those anw). He'll LOVE you. Don't believe me? Listen to Relient K's guys sing this song till the very end, notice how they went crazy as the 12 days of xmas passed by. On the 12th day they practically went insane just because of the 5 GOLDEN RINGS. Erm, well, that's the power of GOLD in the christmas season.
On the second day of Christmas my true love gave to me two turtledoves and a partridge in a pear tree. On the third day of Christmas my true love gave to me three French hens, two turtledoves and a partridge in a pear tree. On the fourth day of Christmas my true love gave to me four calling birds, three French hens, two turtledoves and partridge in a pear tree. On the fifth day of Christmas my true love gave to me five golden rings, four calling birds, three French hens, two turtledoves and partridge in a pear tree. What's a partridge and what’s a pear tree? Well I don’t know so please don’t ask me. But I can bet those are terrible gifts to get. On the sixth day of Christmas my true love gave to me six geese-a-laying, five golden rings, four calling birds, three French hens, two turtledoves and a partridge in a pear tree. On the seventh day of Christmas my true love gave to me seven swans-a-swimming, six geese-a-laying, five golden rings, four calling birds, three French hens, two turtledoves and a partridge in a pear tree. On the eighth day of Christmas my true love gave to me eight maids-a-milking, seven swans-a-swimming, six geese-a-laying, five golden rings, four calling birds, three French hens, two turtledoves and a partridge in a pear tree. On the ninth day of Christmas my true love gave to me nine ladies dancing, eight maids-a-milking, seven swans-a-swimming, six geese-a-laying, ooh whee ooh wah (imagine your guy mesmerized by the golden light), four calling birds, three French hens, two turtledoves and a partridge in a pear tree. What’s a partridge and what’s a pear tree? Well I don’t know so please don’t ask me, but I can bet those are terrible gifts to get. On the tenth day of Christmas my true love gave to me ten lords a leaping, nine ladies dancing, eight maids-a-milking, seven swans-a-swimming, six geese-a-laying, five golden rings, four (***), three French (*), two (**), doves and a partridge in a pear tree. On the eleventh day of Christmas my true love gave to me eleven pipers piping, ten lords a leaping, nine ladies dancing, eight maids-a-milking, seven swans-a-swimming, six geese-a-laying, five golden rings, four calling birds, three French hens, two turtledoves and a partridge in a pear tree On the Twelfth day of Christmas my true love gave to me twelve drummers drumming, eleven pipers piping, ten lords a leaping, nine ladies dancing, eight maids-a-milking, seven swans-a-swimming, six geese-a-laying, five golden rings (screamed like hell O.o), four calling birds, three French hens, two turtledoves and a partridge in a pear tree. Saturday, November 24, 2007
Pirates of the Caribbean At World's End Bloopers Jack and Beckett had no childhood given that they sucked so much at toss and catch. Loved Jack's line when Beckett swore upon forgetting the lines:"You can't curse in a Disney film, mate. (to the shooting crew) See? I told him." Check out Davy Jones' costume for CG application. Terrible resemblence of a sotong with all its tenacles removed... he doesn't need CG anyway. I practically melted at the end of the performance, how I hope next March's CO performance will be as impressive as this! This is one of my favourite pieces in PoTC soundtrack list, I used to listen to it on loop (and with my huge powerful bass cordless earphones)while studying for my A'Levels! Well this explains why my results turned out to be duh: the music is distractingly fabulous! Must get my laopo to lend me the cd again because I lost the album when my previous com crashed this Feb. Looking forward to next year's CO performance at the theatre as well, sitting in the middle of the whole orchestra (well only a few of us got those best seats with our instruments ok) and playing the music in which you drown yourself in is SHIOK! Woot!~ Friday, November 23, 2007
This is how I will remember him.
When things were bad, confusing, and ridiculous, he was there with me. He would remind me how my height used to be only his upper thigh's length when I was little. Then everything will seem less complicated. He has always been reassuring me that I have came so far, and nothing more could stand in my way if I give my best. The one who knew that I was cold without asking at all and warmed my hands in his own. Giving the best to us and carrying all the burdens by himself. My friend, my mentor, my protector. And now, my model by his fish-tank.
I have been affected by my roomie and our neighbour's joyous mood ever since their last marketing examination yesterday afternoon. The meals that we had from last dinner till an hour ago were the best in this semester, although they were a whole lot more expensive than the usual $2plus food we had. Considering that it's a great way to end this awfully tedious semester by treating ourselves with something better, it's quite worth it.   Finally gave my blog a brand new image after overloading the last one with teeny words and bad background, and of course, buckets of emotional burdens. Well there is still one examination paper to go before I can offically declare the end of the semester, but somehow I am already in the holiday mood while counting down the days to Christmas. This year's Christmas will be a pretty different one from the past few years, even the feel to it has changed quite abit. Everything seemed to have changed even without me noticing it among all the buzz in these eleven months: new things, new people, new environment; and the new reactions I didn't know I would make if everything were to have happened in the past. My roomie and I took our own sweet time in the shower last night (and in different cubicles in the female dorm's toilet) and chatted about presents and our friends. She told me she wanted to go back to the secondary school days, and we both emo-ed in the shower because of the thought. Back then everyone was so honest and true to each other without any masks and fake friendliness. The world we are facing now is so different, and not really in a good way. It is really a miracle that we have all made it so far in this year, despite all the challenges that got in the way. And I am glad we stayed close together in all these shit. May we advance with more wisdom and strength to handle all the unpleasantness. Human beings cannot grow without undergoing hardships. People cannot become great without struggling. Those who are not trained and tempered by difficulty will be lacking in fortitude. In this sense, those who possess firm resolve are strong. They do not waver. They do not grumble or complain. They do not have any regret. They never become stagnant. To everyone, cheers.
    
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