倒数是一种自杀也是一种刺激。它是每个人的命运，地球上六十亿人每天都在倒数。

最近组屋楼下白事一桩又一桩，唢呐喇叭锣鼓吹了一次又一次。那天偶然看到外婆又坐在客厅角落发呆，真不知道木木坐在那里听着外头‘白色恐怖’一片喧闹的老人家心里的感受如何。尤其是对于一个消极的老人来说，是怀着倒数的心态面对传入耳里的吡吡啵啵吗？还是不当一回事，继续做白日梦？

如果是我……我会什么也不说，去睡午觉。到了那把年纪，应该已经心里有数了吧。该来的总会来的，伤心、快乐，也不重要了。

可是真的很难说，到时候我可能又不这么想了。

是不是每样存在的事物都无法永久？

好害怕，因为好难放下。而其实我更害怕被放下。总是放不下心。

唉~ 不管了。麻木也是好的。现在该倒数的是下个星期的大考！7天~

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