12:24 PM


It had been a tough night.

Sis was coughing away beside me in the dark, with me trying to control mine as well. Couldn't really sleep the whole night, was tossing and turning on the bed while I floated in and out of my dreams.

The dreams I had these few weeks are among the more mystical ones, and I kept dreaming of elements which have never appeared before in my unconscious adventures. Last night I dreamt of the deep blue sea under the moonless nightsky, and a colony of blue whales which appeared one by one in the water.

Woo~ The big and majestic blue whales!

Whales may symbolize the levels of our awareness, our perceptiveness, and our intuition. Some think that they represent our emotional power. For most people, dreaming about whales is a pleasant experience. These huge water dwelling mammals may be symbolic of the connection that exists between the unconscious and conscious mind. Alternatively, it indicates a relationship or business project that is too enormous to handle. But it is settling to know that a whale of any sort in the dream is a sign of protection and help and if one sees the flukes of its tail he will have much good luck.

To see the sea in your dream, represents your unconscious and your transition between your unconscious and conscious. It also often represents your emotions. The dream may also be a pun on your understanding and perception of a situation. "I see" or perhaps there is something you need to "see" more clearly. Alternatively, the dream may indicate a need to reassure yourself or offer reassurance to someone. It brings about hope, a new perspective and a positive outlook on life no matter how difficult your current problems may be. Luckily the sea I saw in my dream was a calm blue one with occasional waves which reminded me of the presence of the wind.

Most people don't experience the sense of touch in their dreams. You may know that it is windy in your dreams, but rarely will you get pushed around by it. The sound of the wind and the movement of objects around you are probably what alerts you to the fact that there is wind in the dream, rather than a sensation of wind on your skin. The sound of the wind is considered by some to be special in the sense that it is a sound of nature, which could have spiritual significance. The wind may represent changes in your life. The greater the force of the wind, the grater the change in your life. A very gusty wind could represent the stress and turmoil in your life, but also the energy that you need to make changes. Mine weren't very gusty in the dream, so I guess possible changes won't be too unsettling for me.

And I seemed to be standing by a fence in the dream while there was a celebration going on on the other side of the seaside. There were mini laser fireworks (yah, it's that kind you see at the old musical fountain at Sentosa) in the sky, so I should be in some significant occasion's celebration in there.

To dream of a celebration, represents one's achievement toward a higher level of growth. This dream may also be a self-congratulatory one for the goals one has achieved and for the recognition he has gained. (Haha.. This shouldn't be referring to my academic results. X_X) One may be honoring some victory, success, or accomplishment. Alternatively, to dream of a celebration, symbolizes freedom and emotional release. Celebration dreams are common for those who anticipate some upcoming turning points or events in their waking life.

Woke up with throat feeling all dried up and phlegm choking me. Eew. Washed up and went to see the doc. Think my sis is going to see the doc at night when she comes back from school this evening. Lalala~ Always treat illnesses when they just started! And don't eat so much choc like me. X_X

I realised some changes cannot be instilled overnight. I used to be able to sleep at only 3am and not feel lethargic on the next morning, one of the reasons being I would be waking up at around noon la, so I won't be lacking in sleep. But now just one night without sleep can turn my whole system upside down, even if I can sleep till noon to make up for the loss, my eyes will still open at around 7plus in the morning before I piak back for the second round of rest till noon. Somehow the rest is interrupted by my body clock le.

No more bedtime beyond 1am! My energy field is all messed up liao! Roar!

Time to take my medicine! Woohoo! Bleah~